Unwell

All day staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something

Hold on
Feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown
And I don't know why

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay a while and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be...me

I'm talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
And I know, I know they've all been talking about me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong
with me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow I've lost my mind

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay a while and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

I've been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away

I'm just a little unwell


Matchbox 20

If You're Gone

I think I've already lost you
I think you're already gone
I think I'm finally scared now
You think i'm weak, I think you're wrong
I think you're already leaving
Feels like your hand is on the door
I thought this place was an empire
Now I'm relaxed, I can't be sure

I think you're so mean
I think we should try
I think I could need this in my life
I think I'm scared
I think too much
I know it's wrong, it's a problem I'm feeling

If you're gone, maybe it's time to come home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
but I can hardly move
If you're gone, baby you need to come home
There's a little bit of something in me
in everything in you

I bet you're hard to get over
I bet the room just won't shine
I bet my hands I can stay here
I bet you mean, more than you mind

I think you're so mean
I think we should try
I think I could need this in my life
I think I'm just scared that I know too much
I can't relate and that's a problem I'm feeling


Matchbox 20

Devaneio

Odeio isso...
Pq td nao pode ser tao simples qnto aos olhos de uma criança?
Pq td complica? pq a gente complica td?
Se no inicio td eh tao simples nao deveria entao, ficar mais facil com o passar do tempo??
pq complica?
Não qro mais assim! Se for pra continuar nessa logica logo mais enlouqueço!
não qro mais!
não qro assim!

Td eh tao simples em um abraço, td eh tao simples em um bjo, td eh tao simples em um sorriso... simples e ao mesmo tempo...
Pq a vida nao segue esse rumo? Como td d mais bonito:
Significativo, importante... Mas simples!

Eh a vida ou eh a gente q complica?
Não sei dizer... só sei q nao gosto dessa logica!
se continuar assim qro descer!!
PARA! Para o mundo q eh aki q eu desço!

Qro continuar na simplicidade de sentir, na arte de seguir e na leveza de nao pensar sobre isso!
entender? pra q? tô só de passagem por isso aki, vivenciando, seguindo...
O resto... eh soh complicaçao!
Eh superfluo!
Nao qro!

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